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Tuesday, February 2, 2010

ARRRRR!!!! Having a really bad headache right now...lolz..still staring at the comp..amyways, i have no idea what's happening to me...feel so tired everyday..not exactly stressed out, but just tired...and don't really know what i'm going to do.feel so depressed sometimes. dunno if should join boarders' council, dunno if should go to which viola teacher, my viola sucks and i'm still slacking..sometimes i want to change, to be a better me, but it just doesn't happen. so many obstuctions, obstacles. feel so hopeless and restrainted sometimes, either by somethings or someone,just can't seem to have enough confidence in myself..and feel so frustrated sometimes when seeing someone else always being the centre of attention(maybe bcos he/she is always seeking for attention:() while i'm being "pushed down"...and of course the usual dramas between friends,or just plain drama.Well, they say life is like a stage...
in conclusion, my life sucks(not really that terrible, but still) and is a bundle of confusion...lolz..

p.s i know this post is very emo-ish..haha..and this post is posted bcos i'm bored..and dun ask me so many ques if you see this/ make any stupid assumptions..lol

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Tuesday, February 02, 2010

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Another BorinG DaY...

Today was like any other day--boring. I almost fell asleep during history class because the teacher was talking so flatly and slowly that even a snail was faster than her. (not literally) Anyway, after we had hist, we had science and hcl, which made me came to one conclusion---wednesday is the most boring school day ever!!! To make everything so much worse, we had CME today istead of hcl and had 2 extra hw!!!!

but the funny part of the day was this:
I was on the bus with Jiaii on he way back to hwa chong boarding school. And guess what happened?? When the bus came to an abrupt stop, jiaii "moonwalked" across the bus instead of falling and then walked bakc to her original spot, trying to look
nonchalant and pretending that nothing happened. But I was laughing untill my stomach hurts. And i am still laughing now when i'm typing this post. LOLZ. That's all for today.

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Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Monday, January 18, 2010

The Evil of Study Time!!!!=.=

Haizzz....very sienz....study time started yesterday, and it was so BORING!!! Kept feeling like sleeping...my eyes hurt like it was being shone with bright light. but time passed quite fast because it was the first study time in a long time...lolz...and kai nin and ginny kept laughing for no reasons and i was staring at them like they were crazy...and according to ginny, kai nin was reading chosen and kept laughing at the wrong places...lolz...today got study time again..feels like a lot of time is being taken up..and now i am crapping...lolz..that's all for now. going to watch xia yi zhan....:)

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Monday, January 18, 2010

Sunday, January 17, 2010

I HATE CHAIRS!!!!!!

Haizzz....my toe hurts like siao!!!!!!!!This is what happened:
I accidentally kicked kai nin nin's chair yesterday when i went to her bedside....i know it sounds very stupid...guess i got the "always get hurt" disease from ginny...haizzz...i guess that's what happens when you have an unbiological twin...and i hate the chair...==..stupid chair..going to play badminton/basketball later but because my feet hurts...dunno still can ply or not...and now kai nin nin is at my bed!!! lolz....:)

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Sunday, January 17, 2010